Chapter 3: Weight of water.... *EXPLICIT CONTENT*

 

Understanding stress with a glass of water.

So someone sent me this today,  and I think it's the most amazing video and had to share.

Something so simple as a glass of water.  Initially, my first thought was, "oh awesome...here we go another video about a glass being "half-full" bullsh*t. Greeeeeaaaaaaaat." 

Yes, I know, I know. I'm the first to admit that I couldn't have been more wrong.

To be honest this video really spoke to me on so many different levels. Well, not to mention as soon as he put the glass down, I immediately shook out my right arm as if I was the one carrying the glass for him. It's amazing what stress can do to us. It's debilitating, exhausting,  and h3ll,  all encompassing at times. 

Like Fu*k man, why do I have to hold this glass? 

I don't even like water! 

They could have least given me a Fresca or a damn Dr. Pepper, that I wouldn't mind.  At that point, I would just drink the damn thing and be done with it. Not to mention move onto something else I want, like a hamburger....ooh I could totally go for a burger and fries right now.......Can you tell its almost dinner time 😋

Nevertheless, stress can be WAY too much and especially if you have something like cancer to contend with. Personally speaking of corse.  I have realized a lot through this whole process I've been going through the past 7 months.  Im not alone, I don't have to hold my own glass, bowl, bucket, or whatever other bullsh*t they can fill with water. I now know there are other people that are willing to walk beside me and carry this bullsh*t bucket for me when my arms feel like they want to fall off.

When I first started this entry today, I felt like I was sinking, h3ll drowning even.  Fu*king water bucket! 🙄

Now?......I could not be more grateful. It's a blessing in its own way to have the support and prayers from so many.  I guess what Im really trying to say is that, since opening up about my journey with cancer, and trust me elbows have been hella flying, I've felt nothing but love, compassion, support, and strength from those around me. To a point that I could have never imagined.  This kind of support has allowed me to feel a level of empowerment I never could have imagined for myself to help fight this.

Thank you, Thank you all for helping carry my Fu*king bullsh*t water bucket.🥰

But forreal tho, anyone know where I can get a glass of Fresca instead of this fucking water bucket? 😂