Choosing Joy

  Hi all, Hope everyone had a good holiday. Personally for me It just didn't feel like Christmas no matter how hard I tried to make it so. This year, really tried my best to get in the Christmas spirit, but just never really seemed to come together if you ask me. Between all the new variant cases reaching basically 10,000 in what seemed to be overnight. Along with me personally being high risk, despite being fully vaccinated AND having a booster. I cannot help but feel "uneasy" to say the least about going out in public at all at this point. Fu*king COVID! Anyhoo, I hope that Santa was very good to all of you seeing as Omicron has been too damn giving this year to everyone, enter sarcastic tone here..... Okie dokie, where did I leave off..... oh yeah filling out the hysterectomy paperwork with my oncologist. Dr. F did mention that in the next few days prior to my surgery I would receive a pre-op call from an intake nurse to get any important information from me in regards...

Hi fam, Sorry for the delay the past few weeks. There has been a lot happening behind the scenes that have been pulling my attention a different way as of late. Not to mention I haven't really been in the writing mindset. As entertaining im sure this is to all of you, it certainly is a lot more than just humorous entertainment for myself. As you can imagine its a cleansing, h3ll a purge of the soul if you will. That being said, my mind and heart have to be in the right place, to be authentically myself and haven't really been lately, but are right now. Anywhoo, hello all. Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all, dang the year flew by super fast and slow all at the same time. This week I actually saw a really funny meme that said "wow this week has been a really hard year". 😂 H3ll I feel that applies to the past 2 years at least, thanks covid and whatever other aspects of this dumpster fire i've lived the past few years.😊 Enter sarcastic tone here.  So in the l...